I’m very hurt, dazed, confused,
I only thought you’d feel this way when being used, and abused.
When the verdict came back guilty, and I was sentenced to die,
I swear I told the truth, so I just don’t understand why!
I can’t even begin to explain the things that were going through my head,
but I do know I felt so alone, and at that moment wished I was dead!
Day after day I sit in this cell, thinking of how to end all this hurt and pain,
But what I keep thinking of doing, is only for the devil to gain.
I want, need for everyone to know I’m not the mean, cruel person so many
have made me out to be,
Tausha, she is a part of me, a big part of me something everyone seems not to see!
I’ve made mistakes, big ones at that,
And there isn’t a day that I wish I could have that day back.
I truly believe in my heart that god is with me,
Now I need to find the strength to face whatever is meant to be!
So many want to judge, and hate on me,
But what they fail to realize is they too have skeltons, just ones no one else can see!
So instead of hating and looking down on one, claiming to care, to be a friend, really be there,
comfort them, let them know no matter what you’ll be there till the end!
No one knows what its like to go through and feel what I feel,
It hurts and it’s very scary, and truthfully, it’s a feeling that can never be healed!!!

By Michelle Tharp / PA

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